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2021: Fic (half) Year in Review

The Stats:

Current Word Count: 115,942

Current Fics Written: 10 + 2 bonus chapters

Current Fandoms Written In: Ateez, Seventeen, Pentagon, BJYX, JJP

I've been in such a strange place writing wise all year. It's kind of surprising to see my numbers laid out like this. I've felt very unproductive and...stuck isn't the right word. Mostly like I'm yelling into a void. But I'm very proud of what I've written this year. I want to keep the momentum going. I want to write more, and faster! 

WIPs/Plans for second half of 2021:

-2 Emofest Fics
-Idolverse Fest
-Izzy's Gift Fic
-Palo Santo Sequel
-White Noise 3 but For Real This Time
-Riley's Gift Fic from Last Year
 

It's kind of wild that there are still people who like and enjoy White Noise! I think it will always be my baby, as mortifying as it will be to reread. Sometimes it's hard to remember why I'm doing this. I want to write fun things that I want to read. I enjoy writing even when it's so frustrating I want to give up.

My stats have been just unbelievable and sometimes that doesn't feel real at all. Over 300 people care about what I'm doing?! It's cool that people like what I create. I want to keep doing it, even if it's not at the speed I wish it were. Even without the engagement I wish I had sometimes. 

 

2020: Fic Year in Review 

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Figured I'd do a 2020 half way post!!

2020: Fic (half) Year in Review

The Stats:

Current Word Count: 117,925

Current Fics Written: 7

Current Fandoms Written In: Seventeen, MDZS, Monsta X, BJYX

So far I'm really pleased with my work! Less fics but my word count is almost at my total for all of last year! I've done a lot of things fic wise I'm really proud of! I met my subs goal like....very early on in the year T_T I feel like I'm being a lot more ambitious or at least I have a better grasp of how long it takes me to do things. I'm also modding a fest for the very first time!! In some ways I'm finding myself more impacted by stats (not so much that they're effecting what I want to write, but just things I think are really good not getting a lot of attention can be really shitty)

Goals for the rest of the year~~

Finish 2 Coupsfest fics

Finish Endawn

Ideally, I will start White Noise 3 soon after I teach myself how to write in past tense again. That's another point where I'm actually a bit scared. I got a comment at some point this year where someone said they've been able to see how much my writing has improved. On the one hand it's like yay! but on the other hand I'm now like....so White Noise 3 is going to be like...very obviously better than the rest of the series and in some way mar it. T_T I'm still going to write it though. If I don't throw another boyfriend at Wonwoo I might just keel over.

See future me back here for the good ol 2020 year in review!! <33